Diary 2022-06-11
Not sure how many people share my standard of "relaxing".
Not sure how many people share my standard of "relaxing".
I can't do as much as I'd like to yet, but I can do enough, more or less.
This is not polished, and is absolutely going to make some things worse. :)
Can I be done freaking out over things for just a little bit?
Should be through the worst of things.
Hurting myself by approaching automated systems like "What's the worst thing they could do to me that would still be considered defensible?"
Attempting, once again, to just relax.
"I know my actions have consequences, but I feel like that consequence didn't have an action."
Still not sure what I'm going to do with all of that information...
Continuing to do things that, for reasons I don't think I can articulate, I find fulfilling.