I seem to be doing better, but I'm definitely not done with this, which kind of sucks, because it seems like my first reaction to "I'm capable of applying more effort to things" is to apply that effort to worrying about whether I'll keep getting better. Next priority: "How quickly am I getting better?"
I was able to work on a few other things, like design stuff for one of my projects, and reading more. Quoting one of my reactions: "This isn't the queer representation we need, but it's the queer representation we deserve".
I sat on this for a while in case I had anything else to say, but I guess I don't. I really really really want to be clear of this whole "sickness" thing. Good night.